My Family + Member

Dec 31, 2009
2009 was a very tough year for me and my family. For a start--
Myself
Ever since relocate back to Singapore my career took a nose dive and have to report to someone whom know 'nut' abt project
Relationship with -
wife I fair 7/10
Daughter--1.5/10
Son--7/10

I really need to improve on my relationship with Daughter BUT at loss how to do it..we now don't talk ever since we had a 'big big' fight on Dec 21..I just do not know how to hold my temp and it get worse when she start to curse and swear at me....it just make me loss my mind....
I am really hurt and can never be given a chance to be a good father...ever since we left her in Singapore 2007. I constantly blame myself for the error in this matter.
I seek counsellor for consultation but is useless...I still lost it, now only hope is praying to Buddha

Relocation was a good experience BUT a big mistake for my family.

Recently I was offered to go HK with good package BUT for sure daughter will not be interested so I turn down no doubt I really want the job. I so afraid of the error that I caused earlier.

But on a plus sign--I bond well wit Jayne and relationship get stronger now we have better understanding.

With Vodka-- I was really upset after finding out thru 2nd vet that we learnt he is blind on right eye.
This really hurt me as I never feel so much for my pet.
So will just take 1 day at time and see how he goes--treatment now is daily eye drop for now.

Also this year I pick up bird keeping in May which really keep me busy and without this new hobby I think would have gone mad and 100% into deep depression.
looking back at 2009 how I wish could turn back the clock and start all over again but this is only in the dream....