Tuesday October 27, 2009
Vodka right eye has slight cloudy, so went to a vet near home but she could not really treat it and just diagnose as dry eye so after medication for 2 weeks no much improvement.

So decided yesterday evening went to seek second opinion from MP-Dr Heng and received a rude shock that his right eye is blind-could be due to infections or Trauma in his eye as it only affect 1 eye.

Me and jayne was dumbfound and for a moment was angry and upset....
as we didn't realize that it is so serious -Vodka show no sign of discomfort or pain etc....eat/poo normal...

After taking the bad news, went home feeling very depressed and lost as how to help him..... despite Dr heng lay down for us what to do in next 2 weeks to bring down the pressure on his eye.. and hopefully it will otherwise ....

Dr Heng said that Vodka is very strong as he tolerate the pain in his eye as his condition would be unbearable....hearing this break our heart as for past weeks he show no sign of pain.....everything seem normal.

How I wish Vodka could talk and tell us his problem earlier so that we could seek immediate medical attention for him.

This morning before going to work he look at me in a cute way and immediately it just break my heart......I am crying inside never have I feel so much for pet-I now realize vodka is not a dog but a truely family member

He is only 4.5 years old........

I am writing this to shared that we should never take thing for granted and need to pay more attention to our furkid or pet or our loved one even though they may seem normal to you ......

Clarence

Made a spare spectacle for Clarence “ just in case “ for his upcoming trip to Thailand.

Cost me $800 buck for the trip and 240 for glasses , anyway money is secondary important he get to learn something –I hope.

So receive sms from the shop that the glasses is ready, pull Clarence together with vodka (see vet) and once reach the shop pass him the receipt for his glasses …and know what Clarence said to me?....Why cannot hold for me?


This make me explode like bomb…a simple pc of paper he need his father to carry for him. I felt so sad what has become of my son….I strongly reminded him that I lost my father at the age of 13 and I have to do everything myself !!! becos one day I will have to leave him and he better learn to be independent !!.
BUT those words really hurt ....... I really hope he grow up to be a independent otherwise I will blame myself for his up bringing.

Anyway I hope he enjoy his coming trip...

Janelle

October 15,2009
Happy to hear from Jayne that she taking Janelle on a cruise BUT soon to discover Janelle misplace her passport.
Of course not happy as she refuse help from her mother to help find it..
After back from work dont why I snap maybe the trip may not happen becos I really want both mother and daughter to have a great time on the cruise.
Thanks Jayne this time for asking me to hold back which I did...and I realise need to let Jayne manage the situation.
I really really wish both of they go on holiday -  I hope to see so that better relationship for jayne and Janelle.
Anyway I realise later no need to find the passport as Janelle passport due to expire Nov 2010 same as mine/jayne, so from now onward it left abt a year BUT technically it should be 6 month as all travel need to have more than 6 month validity.
I left it as it is--per Jayne request. BUT i still hope both of them can work out the above.

PaintBall

Yesterday together with clarence/his friend and my kaki (total 13) went down to TAG and had a great time .However come back with 7 shots on the body --pain like anything else......

But overall had a good time....

2nd Yellow eye finch

Here the 2nd yellow eye finch video record today:-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i26AHabu2ZE

Janelle

Jayne tell me that Janelle want to have dinner on last friday --no doubt I was sick but happy to have a dinner and the timing was right as clarence was at his friend house.

This allow me and Jayne to spend the short time with her....
We are so happy it may mean nothing to Janelle BUT it sure mean alot to me and Jayne.

We will always love her.